A Public Apology

I apologise to all the imbeciles I'd befriended. I should have known you were of no good. 
I apologise to long-lost friends. I should have kept in touch, and not just leave you etched in my heart. 
I apologise to the family. I should have said 'I love you' more. 
I apologise to the boyfriend. I should have known what to expect and thanked you much more. 
I apologise to my best friends. I should have given you more credit for bearing with an unbalanced soul such as me. 
I apologise to the nation. I shouldn't have given up hope on you. 
I apologise to AIESEC. I should have fought harder. 
I apologise to Bombay. I should have known you're irreversibly contrasting and clunky. 
I apologise to DeeTee. I shouldn't have taken you for granted. 
I apologise to my health. I should have given you undivided attention. 
I apologise to my conscience. I should have known your insane bouts kept me grounded. 
I apologise to my emotions. I should have known you're the only thing that rendered me my humane-ness.


And I deeply apologise to myself. I shouldn't have undermined you. I shouldn't take away my dependence on your independence. I shouldn't curb your string of emotions or skills. I shouldn't ever let you down. I shouldn't ever leave you deserted. You deserve much more.